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Is this really the age of illumination or do I just want it to be? Time and time again I have found myself ruminating over this. Like am I wiser or just accustomed to the making the same mistakes so much that Im actually learning from them now?

Another question to myself is what more do I expect or want out of my life at this age? Im doing better than I dreamt I would at this age but not up too par by the standards of others. Even if we claim to serve the same God…

5 times alone I have thought about her while writing this article. 5 times alone this hour my heart bleeds out.. yet faithfully beats…